still alive

Ill touch you like itll last for long Love me like Im last you know Sudden death, all I wanted for my whole life Whats the difference between hell and being alive? All I can see is a dark blue face Ill hate my god if its all his faith Turning my eyes around to get way Say something to me Ill make arranged So many times, that I wasted If theres any plan for me God, just tell me Am I heavily sinned? Watch me how you turned me in Dont you ever never think of telling fuckin' lies LIES! Dont you ever never think of fuckin' telling lies You fuckin