In Love With The Pain

I fell in love with the pain it's all I was used to Can't seem to love I'm afraid what might you do Imma do myself doli it's a big mood But when I'm up don't double back and try to redo I told you from the jump said I ain't the one Fucked with my head and now my hearts got the gun What we had was never love I say that just because I tried to lift you up but your problems weighed a big ton Looking at it now it was easy For you to take my trust and break it you so sleazy Cutting corners made it seem like it was CC's How you making hell look so dreamy This a dream this is hell I don't know Never met a man who put the bar so low Looking down at me from the top where I put you Imagine if we never met you'd never grow I don't know (I don't know) I don't know (I don't know) Where to go where to go where to go I'm on the floor (on the floor) on the floor Praying that this shit don't happen to me no more I don't know (I don't know) I don't know (I don't know) Where to go where to go where to go I'm on the floor (on the floor) on the floor Praying that this shit don't happen to me no more I'm praying that this shit don't happen again Looking at you now you wasn't even a friend Thinking bout all the time and the money I spent Hoping that it would be me and you in the end But that's cap that's a lie it was all a facade I wasn't asking for much just a simple response You couldn't even do that but to those other girls you could Acting all innocent like you so misunderstood Well let's break it down let's really look within Everything you said I was was all that you was missing Projecting insecurities make it seem like I'm at fault Bringing up my past man you mad you just got caught I'm everything you not I'm everything I am So when I'm up at the top you'll be remembered as a fan Lying to my face oh you such a big man Using me for your benefit was part of your plan Boy scram get the f*ck up out of my face I can have another you you not hard to replace You a joker or a two tryna talk to an ace I almost gave you the world damn now that's a sad case Forget it I'm done memories all erased Thinking it was you was my biggest mistake You blamed me for shit you was doing on the low Acting like a clown boy you putting on a show I fell in love with the pain It's all that does remain I thought you'd see my pain You saw me as something to Looking at it now it was easy For you to take my trust and break it you so sleazy Cutting corners made it seem like it was CC's How you making hell look so dreamy This a dream this is hell I don't know Never met a man who put the bar so low Looking down at me from the top where I put you Imagine if we never met you'd never grow Looking at it now it was easy For you to take my trust and break it you so sleazy Cutting corners made it seem like it was CC's How you making hell look so dreamy This a dream this is hell I don't know Never met a man who put the bar so low Looking down at me from the top where I put you Imagine if we never met you'd never grow