What I've Harboured

I keep my beats a bumping Y'all keep making assumptions I really had to do this, y'all think that I be frontin But one thing y"all cant understand I've always had this gumption And when I'm feelin stuck in place these feelins I can't stomach Emotions is on a plane and I'm tryna prevent the plummet I'm soaring but ma nose on these grindstones till they love it I'm caught up in myself, I don't know how much you suffer We all tryna stack the monies up, I feel like buffet Invested in myself and yeah bet this stock just went public Throughout so many nights my only confidants were shovels But now I'm on that other side, dug my way out some tunnels Composing all these messages, never could I stumble Or Studer, either way I gotta keep this one hundred Yo it's over on the east coast soul we done harbored Yo I gotta tell my story, went from poet now author I say this more than just some feeling Flow state I discovered That life is really hard, especially under covers You gotta keep your head up you gone love this I promise That life is really hard, especially under covers You gotta keep your head up you gone love this I promise When I do this, its the hardest Hear y'all talking you can't tarnish my imagine Yo I accomplish everything I ever wanted I'm shining just like that varnish on furniture, you can't pawn this I ponder what's beyond us A scholarship just from Harvard cant teach just what I've harbored Harvest dreams bro I'm an artist Heart is in this, f*ck designer, there is finer things like knowledge Be yourself be cuz the opposite brings a lotta weight Like f*ck a lottery it's only I decide my fate Never good I Aim for great like Kurtis Blow We need the brakes on this media that's fake Like how much more can we just take Yeah I'm posted in the north, I rarely got a lot to say I'm just doing what I got to, catch me jotting in the rain Hear it pelting on my window really grateful for the pain Yo this one track mind I had to get up out that lane It's feeding on my self it's Like a parasite my brain Yeah each pair of eyes is beautiful but no two are the Same