Dissociating From Reality, But I'm Still Grounded (feat. $ega 死 お金 愛, Biinjo & $MVDGY)

Tricking or treating by myself, I'm feeling way too lonely Got me feeling like I'm Ruby cause they just tryna blow me I just wanna be somebody or somebody to hold me This girl is acting dry and she just say that we are homies I can't think, I can't think of why I feel like this way So I call up all of R10T! And we get it today Use my friends as distractions, like the drugs to the face Don't needa dress up, I go ghost whenever I say Dissociation, therapist top patient I'm the lamest Lock up all of my thoughts, in which its causing all of my cases Out of place, out of line, I just waste, all my time I just wanna have a lover that would care when I'm crying I'm a human, I have feelings and they act it's a crime I don't like to show emotion so I say that I'm fine I'm just always bragging/boasting but you know that I'm lying Never show to places, get so I high that I start fly Leave some room for the other intrusive thoughts Why you wishing that your friends will come back to you? You were never worth their time If I wasn't me, I'm sure you wouldn't be a friend of mine I'd rather make sure everybody keeps they feet behind the line Disassociate a lot when I'm around them Put myself in someone else's shoes, what I even got to lose? How am I s'posed to do that with no damn relations All this negativity I keep, I'm filled inside with hatred I'm makin' my move, I'm shooting my shot I get stared at, made fun of, I go through that a lot Man, everyday ain't feel the same with no one you can even speak to Every person pass me in the halls just like I'm see through I'm so scared of isolation (Who or what is really something weighing on my teeny person) Take it all away (Loneliness bring our destruction) Who or what is really something Weighing on my teeny person Loneliness bring our destruction Lonely thoughts and contemplation (Who or what is really something weighing on my teeny person) Take it all away (Loneliness bring our destruction) Who or what is really something Weighing on my teeny person Loneliness bring our destruction I'm so scared of isolation Take it all away