Subconscious Regret

I need to go to that little happy place in my mind For a sweet drop of sunshine to wipe away the clouds That cover my subconscious And smile as my pain to pleasure, and my hate turns to love And all that's left is the memories And that's all that they'll be in my land of Sunshine and sweetness, memories Suspended in time And I won't be anything And I won't feel anything And I won't need anything Cus I don't want anything But you The sunshine I need, the happiness I need To revive, my lifeless bleeding heart And I won't be anything And I won't feel anything And I won't need anything Cus I don't want anything But you Now back to reality it's dark and gray Where you don't know me, you just know my name And you can't see inside to how I feel for things I wish I couldn't feel anything I wouldn't feel the things that bring the rain And make the sky turn black and the ground run away Maybe I will drown in pain But then I can't swim away And I won't be anything And I won't feel anything And I won't need anything Cus I don't want anything But you The sunshine I need, the happiness I need To revive, my lifeless bleeding heart The sunshine I need, the happiness I need To revive, my lifeless bleeding heart And all the feelings of happiness I've had I'd throw away for just one more chance with you My lifeline, my reason to live Give me this chance when there's a chance to give I let you slip right through my fingers It's been a while, but the thought still lingers of you Running away from me, I could be wrong How ignorant could I be? And now the memories of you on my mind And I'm waiting for that perfect time to bring you Back into my life Back into my life And I won't be anything And I won't feel anything And I won't need anything Cus I don't want anything But you Now back to that little happy place in my mind For a sweet drop of sunshine to wipe away the clouds That cover my subconscious And smile as my pain to pleasure, and my hate turns to love And all that's left is the memories And that's all that they'll be in my land of Sunshine and sweetness, memories Suspended in time And I won't be anything And I won't feel anything And I won't need anything Cus I don't want anything And I won't be anything And I won't feel anything And I won't need anything Cus I don't want anything But you The sunshine I need, the happiness I need To revive, my lifeless bleeding heart