Therapy

All I have to do, all I have to have All I have to do, all I have to have All I have to do, all I have to have All I have to do All I have to do, all I have to have All I have to do, all I have to have All I have to do, all I have to have All I have to do All I have to do is run the razor across my wrist All I have to have is the will to give up my fucking life But all that I've had is so many unsuccessful tries And my God I've tried so many fucking times I want to put myself out of my misery Suicide my choice of therapy I blame you and all you've done to me You tore out my heart now you can watch me bleed All this confusion deep inside my head All this confusion that I do so dread All this confusion deep inside my head All this confusion ends when I am dead How can you tell me to smile? How can you prevent me from hating me? After all I've done nothing for myself Exactly how happy should I be? In favor of shame, I hold the blame In favor of shame, losing life's game In favor of shame, I hold the blame In favor of shame, losing life's game Suicide is selfish, it's for the weak and helpless But it's the only solution? That I see I may have luck in another life But there's no hope in this one for me I'll suffer in hell before I suffer with you All I have to do, all I have to have All I have to do, all I have to have All I have to do, all I have to have All I have to I want to put myself out of my misery Suicide my choice of therapy I blame you and all you've done to me You tore out my heart now you can watch me bleed All this confusion deep inside my head All this confusion that I do so dread All this confusion deep inside my head All this confusion ends when I am dead