Into nothingness

I found myself standing in the middle of I stood there, swaying slightly Trying to act unphased Ignoring what had happened Might mean it wouldn't happen again Ignoring what had happened Might mean it wouldn't happen again Talk to me !!! My tongue felt thick and swollen I knew I wouldn't be going any where I sank into the deepest shock Ignoring what had happened Might mean it wouldn't happen again Ignoring what had happened Might mean it wouldn't happen again Talk to me !!! My tongue felt thick and swollen Talk to me !!! I'm going to disappear now !!! Into the deepest shock! I created a wall of indifference I lay quietly suspended in the void Ignoring what had happened Might mean it wouldn't happen again Ignoring what had happened Might mean it wouldn't happen again Talk to me !!! My tongue felt thick and swollen Talk to me !!! I'm going to disappear now! I checked the time as I waited Whatever conversation we might have had It leads nowhere! It leads ! Into the deepest shock!!! Into the deepest shock!!!