going through hell

Truth be told, I ain't doing too well Feels like I've been going through hell I don't like when I'm not myself when I lose control Please don't leave me here on my own I know I can't do this alone I don't like when I'm not myself when I lose control Truth be told, I ain't doing too well Feels like I've been going through hell I don't like when I'm not myself when I lose control Please don't leave me here on my own I know I can't do this alone I don't like when I'm not myself when I lose control So let me get away from me Won't lie, I'm the only one who hurts me (yeah) Never wanna be the one to change Watch me as I fade away Truth be told, I ain't doing too well Feels like I've been going through hell I don't like when I'm not myself when I'm not myself When I'm not myself anymore Cause I feel like I cannot breathe, I'm drowning And I can't seem to break free, no I can't seem to break free And I know I can't be the one, I'm hopeless And I'm not giving up, no I'm not giving up So put me six feet under so I can die to my flesh I sometimes often wonder where I'm gonna go when I'm dead But God, you sent a way who loves me anyway I'll never give that away but I just need you to know Truth be told, I ain't doing too well Feels like I've been going through hell I don't like when I'm not myself when I lose control Please don't leave me here on my own I know I can't do this alone I don't like when I'm not myself when I lose control So let me get away from me Won't lie, I'm the only one who hurts me (yeah) Never wanna be the one to change Watch me as I fade away Truth be told, I ain't doing too well Feels like I've been going through hell I don't like when I'm not myself when I'm not myself When I'm not myself anymore