Alone Again

You make it feel like it was all fake 'Cause what I feel has been starting to change Everyone I know has started to leave And When I try it's harder to breath Everything's breaking just like my heart And everything's changing you're feeling so far Now you're gone and I'm feeling lost Now we're done and I'm feeling crossed Leaving home and I'm in the rain Feeling cold all I know is pain Losing my worth feel like I'm nothing You know I'm worse 'cause I still feel something Something for you but I know the truth I was used and I know that's the truth Hear your name while I'm breaking You turn around to see I'm shaking I loved you but you let me down Wanna feel you but I don't know how I'm not enough feel like I'm falling Never enough don't feel like walking If I died would you even care Look for you but you're not even there See you talk with your new guy And all I can do is go and cry I can't take it no not anymore Walking away right out the door Did you mean anything you said Would you love me when I'm dead Feel like this pain will never end And all I know is I lost a friend I've been getting caught in my bad habits Never felt happy no I've been damaged Staying up late and I can't stand Feelings getting lost I don't understand We ain't the same it feeling that way But you still came and you won't go away Now you're gone I'm feeling frozen I'm going home I know I'm broken My life is ending I'm stuck in a void My hearts still wanting but I'm still annoyed All I hear every day is just shouts Can't see much don't wanna go out Lately I haven't been feeling like me And all I can do is go out and be free You did me dirty but you won't admit Yet you're still in my ear saying we ain't it When you left I should've said more Thinking about you and my hearts feeling sore You said "I love you" guess that you lied Maybe it's true but you could've tried I've been feeling distant so far and faded You're ignoring me I'm the one that's hated I'm thinking about us and how we were wrong So I'm up late writing all my songs Wanted us forever but you had to go Not gonna lie I've been feeling really low Wanna get better but I cannot heal Feeling depressed this is way too real