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Six in the morning, and I'm vibing in my space Jumping around my room with a smile on my face Spamming my story with pictures of me Vibing in the room and I'm feeling so free Thinking about my old songs Seeing that I got it all wrong Writing 'bout someone who wasn't me But about a person I thought I could be Feeling for people who didn't care They asking for stuff but they never shared Feelings in my heart but no way to express How I feel inside with so many types of stress Writing's really my only way to get it all out Before in anger I used to yell and shout Knowing that people gonna get me all wrong They gonna see something that's not in the song Using this way to speak to the public And get to the people that love it Not really sure what they'll see Or even if they'll misread Maybe I'm full of myself Making this music to sell Thinking I'm something more Devaluing myself to my core Eyes wide but my brains shut off Seeing the world with nothing wrong Thinking 'bout you and the words that you said Wonder what's going on inside of your head I decided I would smile as soon as you left So many chances don't know where I went I thought my sadness started when she left But then I realized something The only thing that's remained constant in my life is that I don't like myself Whenever I think of myself it's always been negatively And when she left and found someone new While I stayed alone, I was heartbroken 'Cause that was the moment I knew That I was the problem In my life, and in everyone else's So I needed a way To get away from it all And express myself And show other people My mind So welcome