Lose It

Every time I think I want love I lose it Every time I speak about love I'm choosin for my mind Free out my mind All the complications I got in me Wouldn't let me be with you in peace But it's in my mind yeah Why am I so blind I look back and I'm seeing who I lost before I lost a lot of wonderful people, and probably more Cause I can't keep my act right I'll be talking to one girl and then I just might Go ghost for a little minute, but that's me backing away That's me fighting the feeling of falling on someone who might go break my heart again But also I got used to being single I don't see myself with somebody today The only issue is, that I might be alone if I keep rejecting everybody Pushing away the only people who want to get to know who I am and all my family Every time I think I want love I lose it Every time I speak about love I'm choosin for my mind, free out my mind All the complications I got in me Wouldn't let me be with you in peace But it's in my mind yeah Why am I so blind All I'm really doing Is hurting those who want to get involved with me and only me but I just keep on playing games In this life I'm in Instead of letting somebody love me and all my sins I had someone tell me, that they feel bad for me That they hope I find somebody, who would give me time Cause I'm losing mine Being solo is the only way I see my life I broke a couple hearts, seen so many tears I seen the girl I loved find somebody new in the same year And right there, yeah I lost myself So ever since I started focusing on me and nothing else Shit, now I'm hurting those who don't deserve it Those with genuine vibes who just want to get to know me But I can't figure out why I'm like this When It's been like 7 years when my life switched You know The only issue is, that I might be alone if I keep rejecting everybody Pushing away the only people who want To get to know who I am and all my family Every time I think I want love I lose it Every time I speak about love I'm choosin for my mind, free out my mind All the complications I got in me Wouldn't let me be with you in peace But it's in my mind yeah Why am I so blind