Dark, Deep, Dreadful

I can't seem to fight this feeling lord forgive me I'm on my knees begging please Begging please I can't seem to fight this feeling Dark, deep, dreadful Daring to test me Daring to test me But I'm lost trying to defrost my thoughts I feel like I'm being watched by everyone around me A prisoner in my own brain Like I'm in a cage trapped in solitude So it's hard to feel gratitude Cause I don't really give a f*ck about much This pain hurts my brain Please can it go away Please make it go away I'm sorry I can't fight this Why am I like this Mama I promise I'll try to be better Better for better, not for worse Man it feels like a fucking curse Well maybe it is Let's take this kid, take this kid Give him some issues and slap him with sadness Maybe I've had it Maybe I've had it I can't seem to fight this feeling Dark, deep, dreadful Daring to test me Daring to test me I can't seem to fight this feeling Dark, deep, dreadful Daring to test me Daring to test me