Who Am I?

I've been trying to find myself Where the f*ck are you I've been looking at myself Who the f*ck is you I've been on my grind As you watching from afar I'm coming up so wait See all these plans showing I've been trying to find myself Where the f*ck are you I've been looking at myself Who the f*ck is you Bitch wait you'll see all the money I'll be making I got a new one Find your own clique Get off my dick I've been trying to find myself Where the f*ck are you I've been looking at myself Who the f*ck is you I've gotta focus up Stay in the dream I've been making Like coal into diamonds All the pressure to become someone big F*ck the people keeping me down I don't need nobody like that in my life I'm trapped in all these thoughts Going through a loop They play back on a fucking track Making my skull repulse I've been trying to find myself Where the f*ck are you I've been looking at myself Who the f*ck is you I've been on my grind As you're watching from afar I'm coming up so wait See all these plans showing That Ima be big I'll get my first gig And then I'll finally find myself The person I've been searching for I'll open the door Just to see what I've longed for In order to maintain the flow of my integrity You'll see the best of me I'll keep striving to be better than the rest of me The battle inside, like the civil war I can't decide who to be Will someone just help me