MayBe So

I think of everyone and no one Oh, my mind I think they circle through the spaces Find where to hide Sometimes I think of four or five Sometimes I tell myself I'll try Sometimes it seems too long Since I've let myself cry And then I think of you And I'm kinda confused I'm not sure what you wanna do Told you my feelings are true Do you wanna go to the moon? Cause I'll take you But I gotta know Is this just for show? Or is it really you? Is it really you this time? Cause I've searched for you So many years Think I might see you standing here But before I make you my dear I gotta know Is it really you? In all honesty You're probably just playin' me I'm paranoid Yeah, I'm paranoid Tryna avoid the void Cause I can't fill it Tryna avoid the void But I feel it Playin' chess close to the chest Cause I left my cards on the table I wanna love how I know best But I think my best is unstable A fable I told every night before bed Children and picnics Your eyes in my head Hip to lip, off the tip Temptation a drink I took more than a sip The wages is death And I'm losing my breath They tell me I'm blessed But the pressure is crushing my chest Prayer like a Kevlar vest They say the Lord is giving me a test Victory is waiting in the test He's tryna be more than just a guest Make room in my spirit Before he gimme the rest The money, the clothing The houses, the land The jewelry I dream I might put on your hand, so Is it really you this time? Cause I've searched for you So many years Think I might see you standing here But before I make you my dear I gotta know Is it really you? Is it really you this time? I'm frozen in my fear I need you to be clear Before you make me your dear You should know It may not be you It may not be you It may not be, not be It may not be you This time... (My love) It may not be you (My love) It may not be you this time (My love) It may not be you (My love) It may not be you this time