falling apart

All these memories been fading and I just want to talk I been thinking about evading you told me you was a lot All these pills I've been taking, I've been seeing all these spots You've just been out faking, making me just want to stop Stop living for your greatness, stop living for what I got Slice and hit me with the blade and watch my body, watch it drop Devil deals my souls in trading, trade it for you, for the knots All tied up, no ace of spade, shit out of luck since I got shot Love, bitch I've been tweaking all the time I keep fucking up this stuff, tell me it's time to say goodbye Missing you has been so tough, why see me out of line ay Maybe it's the drugs, f*ck it all that wasted time All that shit under the rug, feel I can't see it so where's the fucking line The grave that you dug, had me falling from crazy fucking heights I watch you wait and shrug, like you didn't push me, shove my spine I was wrong about this love, I just wish you weren't so fine All these memories been fading and I just want to talk I been thinking about evading you told me you was a lot All these pills I've been taking, I've been seeing all these spots You've just been out faking, making me just want to stop Stop living for your greatness, stop living for what I got Slice and hit me with the blade and watch my body, watch it drop Devil deals my souls in trading, trade it for you, for the knots All tied up, no ace of spade, shit out of luck since I got shot