L2MOB

This a letter to my old boy Hope you know I had no choice But to grow the f*ck up, be a man and fill my own void Cuz most of us just look up killing, drug dealing homeboys Speaking for the millions of babies that got no voice Got us asking why Ain't you in our lives Did y'all even try F*ck it I've been fine I've been doing fine lately I've been on my shit Gotchu on my mind but to be honest rather drift Rather take a sip or light a lil spliff Cuz ion wanna talk about it, please let's make it quick I was just a jit nigga, I was just a kid Why the f*ck would you meet me if you knew that you would dip I opened up my heart that's some shit that I regret 23 Years and a visit's all I get I know that you ain't perfect cuz I know that you are human But when you say you love somebody, know you got to prove it I ain't even cry, I just felt stupid Felt like you replace me dawg I felt like I was useless Maybe that explains why I don't deal well with rejection That's why I be careful to whom I show my affection It's gotten to the point that I can't stare at my reflection Cuz a nigga look like you and true I'm you're projection I'm so sorry baby girl I missed your childhood I swear that this life got us so misunderstood It can't all be bad cuz I know that there's some good That shit taught me a lesson, more than any man could It's all part of the process plus I met my uncle Phil Took me a lil minute to accept that I'm his Will Took me as his own and he raised me, that's so trill I know that we ain't blood but for you I'd even kill Thank you for the pain cuz it made me who I am Cuz every time I fell I had to learn how to stand I'm proud of all my scars that's shit turned into my brand Hope when a father I can be a better man This a letter to my old boy Hope you know I had no choice But to grow the f*ck up, be a man and fill my own void Cuz most of us just look up killing, drug dealing homeboys Speaking for the millions of babies that got no voice Got us asking why Ain't you in our lives Did y'all even try F*ck it I've been fine I turned out fine I turned out fine Ay I turned out fine ay I been through the fire ay I turned out fine nigga I turned out fine