Overseas

Maybe if I go over seas I won't feel like this Start a new life like why am I still running from the pain They always doubted me, called me a lame for trying new things That relationship fucked me up but they always saying stay strong, it gets better But I never see that so I don't believe it They always coming for my neck over stupid shit Guess that's why I always ran and hid It's like they always flip the truth 'Till you're really struggling in the booth Guess I just got to write my feelings and I will be okay Something that I haven't felt in months Just trying live without alcohol and drugs That shits hard but you got to carry on But I don't want to anymore Just going to put a bullet through my head, that's what I feel like today Bullet thru my head Better off dead, I can see the color red If I go overseas will you see a better side of me? I don't really know, I don't want to lose my soul Satan coming after me, might give in, not let go All these hoes after my money and not my soul Working on myself and these bitches know that my goal is A better me, not overseas Not smoking dope, but smoking weed, uh Venting to myself again, but no one understands Posting all my thoughts, and nobody gives a damn Wishing for my life to change so I can take a stand Against all the people that doubted from my past Wishing on a star that can come down from Mars Writing all these songs, just me & my guitar Pain fading out, like I took some biotics Making sure they're anti, so I can feel the pain