THOUGHTS

Yo all of these thoughts in my head just want me to die tonight and I don't know why Why do I have to sit here, why do I have to act like I'm okay everyday Don't want to upset my friends but I don't even call them back And there so worried for My mental health now Do they think I'm going to suicide tonight? Never been a victim of that don't want to be Promise that I will be okay, you just need to believe in me And i promise I will get out of this pain that i always have on my brain Just need time to myself that's why I just disappear randomly I'm sorry for hurting you Though Didn't want to ever do that, but shoutout to molly she's always there for me Having all these deeper thoughts in my mind Suicide every night I don't know how I survive When I'm gone and out, no one to save me Am I that bad of a person? Am I to trash for a girlfriend? Demons lurking every night Every night, every night Yeah they coming every night No one stopping them, from my demise No one to turn to or talk to, what has my life come to? Struggling from all my thoughts There's no way I'm going to beat them Like controller games I don't have no combo to win with