better off dead

Yo, R3NDER, let them know I'm back Better off dead, put a bullet through my head Back in the studio to waste more lead Cut my arm see the colour red Laying in the bathtub hoping I die I have no reason to lie Life hasn't been worth it since 2016 Wanna make the family proud did that being loud Never wanted to battle rap but i had to give into that crap Yeah I had to give into that Because all of these kids keep dissing me Thinking they know me when they really don't Thinking they know everything about my life Yeah it's so sad, I don't know why they think this but I guess i'm really upset now Don't know what to do Yeah I guess I'm better off dead no one likes me I'm just a sped Always got told I will never make it with music But I kept at it now look where I'm at I've improved so much since I did that coffin song yeah it's so bad Better off dead (Baow) Put that bullet through my head (Baow) Tell my family that I love em I can see the color red (I can see the color) I been smoking hella weed Ever since I was 13 Thats 1 lie and no Truths And I can't ever tell a truth Like ay (Ay) Hey (Hey) No more better days So I might as well lay here till my death (R.I.P) Ay (Ay) Hey No more better days So I might as well lay here till my death (R.I.P) No more better days (Nah) I wont ever be remembered (Nah) I got so many alter egos I can never release for (Re-Lease) Almost got 24 songs in the vault (No Cap) Bitch it was never my fault that you left (Whyd you leave?) You've been drinking all that Hennessey (Yuh) Like it was a memory (Yuh) I love my boy misfit Yeah, No one take him from me (Nah, Nah, Nah) You can take this L and add to SP (L) You're the only 1 that wasn't meant for this (rap) Better off dead Put that bullet through my head Tell my family that I love them I can see the color red Better off dead Put that bullet through my head Tell my family that I love em I can see the color red I been smoking hella weed Ever since I was 13 Thats 1 lie and no Truths And I can't ever tell a truth Like ay Hey No more better days So i might as well lay here till my death Ay Hey No more better days So I might as well lay here till my death