Harder

Overthinking every memory, like will my life ever get harder? I guess i will never know, that's why i always say to my bro "Yo let's go to the bottleo" Maybe then we will feel alive, when we taking them xannies with the lean And that's why i always went to drugs because my life is so hard I stare at the celling every night, maybe if i'm high it will be alright But when the demons are near by, nothing ever feels right Yeah i can't trust these people anymore, i have these trust issues Because so many people left me and now i'm just so depressed Press it down till i get stressed, lonely guess my life is a mess Now i feel like i gotta make this music so i feel Something but dread Yo i guess i just wanna be dead I just wanna walk this road alone Over seeing the world like a drone Now i'm just so far from my home Yeah i just wanna go home So far from home, just have these raps in my dome I don't have anywhere to roam anymore, vaping on that 2 ohm Everyone hates me, im just so busy, making this music No time for a relationship, shit that's why i'm so alone All i can do is moan when i have to get into the studio again Maybe that's why i'm a lonewolf, never get shit done on time All i can think of is that lime in the glass of vodka I just feel like i'm not in my prime, so all i do is rhyme Thinking is it my time? Am i just a dick Am i just a bad person? I know i can change just never put it past me, because everyone's pasting me I just wanna walk this road alone Over seeing the world like a drone Now i'm just so far from my home Yeah i just wanna go home So addicted to drugs and alcohol, that i never see the real world But leaves me asking do i wanna see that They say it's fucked up, people getting stabbed everywhere Lucas don't you dare look at that person the wrong way You'll be 6ft deep, f*ck is it really that bad? Met my ex and every since i've been sad, what the f*ck why is that?