I Died Last Night

Yeah I died last night Suicide crossed my mind Got drunk now I wanna rewind I was so blind Couldn't see the love fading Like it was gonna last Now my heads stuck in the past So I got the gun and blasted My Brains over that wall It's been months since I got a call Asking If I'm okay But in reality I don't know what to say Rent is getting so hard to pay I think it's time to lay in that coffin Because the sky is so gray But I hit that stage and you know we slay Because "Decay II" flopped So I went back to the pen Don't want a album to flop again Leaves me asking what do the haters gain From hating someone's hard work They just lurk waiting for a time to strike I don't feel the bliss I just see the abyss Not gonna lie Demi I miss you Now these rappers diss me I keep going for this music I don't know if I will make it 21 though I just want the sky to glow again But I'm so trapped in a flow Shout out to Ashley your my bro Just know I'm feeling kinda low