LONELY NIGHTS

I have these lonely nights Were nothing seems right It's gets so hard i can't fight Anymore these demons in my head Getting drunk before i go to bed Then i wake up waste more lead Just wishing i was dead For what reason There isn't one I'm just so sad Just wish i was still a little lad In that little class Yeah It's like ever since i grew up I'm just so depressed It's so hard to get rest Mom I'm trying my best I get high to cope with these emotions Because they cloud my mind Sometimes I wish I was blind So I didn't have so see the broken moon Stay awake so I don't dream Because that makes all the good Memories dread when I get them my head turns into a warzone I think at this point I rather be alone With nowhere to roam Because I can't even pick up my phone I'm just so scared too that everyone will Hate me but I don't know if that's the truth Anymore I get so personal everytime I was took of that track I don't know what to do anymore So I just get up up in the booth Rap this like I don't know what else to do Because i say I'm gonna quit But gimmie 2 months and I end up back on it I'm so obsessed with dropping music To make everything right Because deep down I say I'm gonna quit But I know I won't ever do it Because I love this genre too much And I could never quit music That's just something I don't know Why the haters find me quitting amusing But I will never quit I don't care anymore