My Life (feat. Flimsy)

You All Call Me fake it's like Every day now I Wake and bake Before I jump into A lake in an attempt To suicide it's like I tempt myself it's Not worth it I'm Convinced I should've Died at birth because I always have migraines It's hard to work on these Days now because I feel Like I'm stuck in chains There's not much I can Do when I get these pains Daily it's like I can see my Veins but the pain still Remains there my eyes Have strains for looking At lyrics for too long it's Like I should get a gun And blast my brains all Over the wall I find it so Hard to switch lanes on Days I could say something Like I'm finally rich But my mental are in a ditch All of you are like 6ix9ine You snitch like a bitch F*ck Mikey Fitch All these DMs every day Asking me to write away I say I'll do it right away I'm playing music night and day I get lost in my thoughts I'm on my path yet still I'm lost I feel my heart turning to frost Then light a cig, but at what cost Doctor gave me medication Therapy used meditation Said I need some inspiration Writing gets my dedication Locked up in a room just writing these raps Destined for doom, but I'm fighting the traps Made a big boom, without lighting the straps Now I am the dude "so delighting with the tracks" I don't wanna rap, wanna help people get better But it's become a trap, I can't get free from this debtor And y'all wouldn't know my name if I never even met her But if the decision came, I would leave y'all to go get her Y'all don't understand, it's a feeling in my heart They say I'm not a man, cause I'm crying in the dark And when she's not in my hand, the dying tends to start I could make a hundred grand, but I'd still feel torn apart I'm not in this for monetary gain Just tryna get rid of momentary pain Send me a beat, guarantee it's getting slain There's a million things going on in my brain But y'all say you feel my strife You cut a vein using a knife But y'all are scared like Barney Fife So you could never feel my life