Time Will Tell

Dunno if I'm made for this life Time will tell though right Sometimes i wanna die Sometimes i wanna lie Sometimes something just doesn't feel right Moms stressing, moms mad at shit I've done Damn up every night because i can't sleep Look at my phone for a text but there's none Makes me wanna run but I'm already away from heaven That's why i always ask for someone to be there But no one's ever there, just sit there and i stare at My celling Because i know how i'm feeling But don't wanna give others my problems so i keep them inside Cut off my ex for some respect that i don't ever get Look back and i regret these choices Don't wanna lie here, but i had to get over you Time will tell, Time They say you'll find one, nah never seems that way Maybe I'm just young, with alcohol on my tongue So depressed so i just pop another pill, Throwing away another 100 dollar bill Do i get these for the thrill? Popping another xanny to make myself look cool It's like I'm addicted to the MDMA and i know if I carry on ima be laying in that coffin Because I'm already coughing with covid It's like I've been isolated for 2 years of my life Now my anxiety is so bad, i can't even leave my house They stabbing someone for no reason and i don't get why Can't even have fun with friends anymore without worrying and that's fucked up and ima Be honest i don't know if ima live tonight Time will tell, Time That isn't right, what happened to this world Hate drill for making stabbing people look cool Till your laying in a blood pool Then you regret everything So many rappers overdosing Because they so sad but they don't get the thing is gonna kill ya Till it's too late Police doesn't do anything anymore They so scared of todays youth No ones ever felt safe