POETIC BACKGROUND

They said they wanna album who gone listen I'm steady speaking truth But you playing Nie you go missing Swim right in the deep I guess I found A better mission ain't no repercussions Cause we barely knew Who sent them NiGGas really lame I can't hang I rather be lonely and play the game The same childish shit I'm stuck in my ways Had a lot of bad nights wished they never happened I take everything as joke Shit life be tragic You can keep the fake love I rather be vigilant Hell started at home No wonder I couldn't stay Remember way back when No food was the plate Light was cut off Granny had to play hero Momma needed a break So she left for 9 months Crazy what it can do to you Your mind go in a klutz Nie she blaming her life on you Guess who mind went nuts Losing my own sight of a future I should've chased But the minute I had the bread I knew everything had to change Went iso for a year They asking me where I stay Hiding and dropping hits Cause I just wanna be the best When my moms said she proud That shit hit me in my chest Real killers don't brag They sitting in silence Late at night I used to cry But that shit is behind us Tryna feed the fam Niggas distractions They tryna blind ya They got chains on they neck I guess y'all like being slaves Subliminal messages but y'all don't hear it Anyway A nigga work these 9-5's I'm tryna stay up out these streets A nigga got a family nie Remembered being in the deep Depression hit my head hard I Had concussions in the streets My dawgs on them pills hard I know this how life be Hoping he can find the light Damn my future looking bright My baby girl love me right Ian tryna go back Heart broke and on drugs All them pills I used to throw back Not everyone need to know Sometimes you gotta hold that My lyrics getting better No writer I really wrote that You niggas trade line For drugs I see y'all didn't know I'm the best damn writer I put these niggas in the hole