before i go (feat. XVN)

I know singing bout you Won't make you come back I just sing so I remember what we had So I sing so all my fans know where I'm at I don't know about my image In your life Take a picture of your mind Would I still be in the frame Hold on wait I gotta question Does the drink wash all the pain Would you ever freeze yourself If you knew nothing stayed the same With the guys and you know we go Yeah I'm always alone Living on the road I told that girl I wanna take it there This life's a game This life's a game and it ain't fair I'm full of rage Im full of rage and you don't care My minds a cave All the monsters live in there I got some guys That really live the life you talk about Look in my eyes You talking on the gang we'll walk you down It's no surprise You telling all them lies right out your mouth I said I loved you baby I take it back it didn't count I send my guys to get him We send that boy straight outta bounds You know my cup is muddy I take on sip can't see a mile I'm hoping that you don't find someone else Thinking all night Not good for my health I run from the truth feeling all alone If you wanted to talk Would you call my phone But would I pick up I don't really know I'm on the road to somewhere I've never been If I had the key to the door Would you let me in I need to know Baby why'd you let me go So in love inside my head I text your phone I'm left on read I said I hate you meant what I said You send me one text And I'm in your bed Why did we fall out You don't send me no text You don't call no Baby what happened Our love ever lasting Put you in the past tense Like we never happened Close my eyes I see your face The memories it was erased Are we still friends I don't know baby Yeah Yeah I said my mind was gone You see me blowing up lil baby And you can't tag along I'm lying I could never hate you I think I'm going crazy Talk about my feelings Call up Zahra maybe she can save me You get sad And then you pop a bottle Now you feeling wavy Speak today there might not be tomorrow You get what Im saying Imma call up Zahra Imma call up Zahra Imma call up Zahra Yeah Yeah Yeah I'm hoping that you don't find someone else Thinking all night Not good for my health I run from the truth feeling all alone I'm on If you wanted to talk Would you call my phone But would I pick up I don't really know I'm on I'm on the road to somewhere I've never been If I had the key to the door Would you let me in I'm on Imma call up Zahra Imma call up Zahra