Alice In Wonderland

I feel like Andy from The Office Cuz I have some dreams I won't accomplish And that sucks But I've come to terms with it Honestly music's just for fun at this point I don't make no fucking money no-one makes no noise I don't even have friends that like my shit And I've come to terms with it I just wanna see your face again Your voice is heaven to my sins You're perfectly perfect in every single way that exists But it doesn't matter cuz you disappeared right after we kissed I feel like Alice in Wonderland Falling down these holes I don't understand I grab a knife and I carve a name out of my hand Now I'm dripping blood I finally feel like I'm enough Maybe it's the drugs I wish I could say I did them for fun On occasion I do But mainly I do it to numb All the pain I been through Because you were number 1 Now you're probably happy and you're with a new guy And he's making you laugh and smile all of the time We'd always have conversations about relationships Do you even care or were you only getting back at him Mean guys finish first So I'll make you feel like dirt But you ghosted me so which one of us is really worse Dark hair skinny jeans Looking like an evil queen Grab my hand Run away Cuz you know we're meant to be I just wanna see your face again Your voice is heaven to my sins You're perfectly perfect in every single way that exists But it doesn't matter cuz you disappeared right after we kissed I feel like Alice in Wonderland Falling down these holes I don't understand The Mad Hatter said I'm late for tea So I grab my baby bottle and it's full of lean I don't know if I can take it Please God here's my soul just break it Crush it stomp it then repeat And then maybe I can fall asleep I've been falling down a wishing well I'm on my way to Hell I'm not alright is it that hard to fucking tell I guess not Maybe I'm not that hot Maybe I should let it go Maybe I should just fucking stop