Lost

(Oooh, yeah) I just wanna be happy (yeah) I just wanted y'all to listen (yeah) I just wanna be happy I wanted y'all to listen Cause I've been down, I've been lost, and been distant Thinking about them times, wish that shit went different Thinking about them times, got a nigga reminiscing Trying to change my life, trying to fucking make a difference But life keep getting harder, like a motherfucking mission You gotta watch your back, better trust your intuition I'm numb to everything, think a nigga lost his feelings (yeah) Got a fifth of Hennessy, I'm a drink it out the bottle Pour that drink in my cup, trying to forget the problems I said f*ck all the haters, made it this far without them Yeah, made it this far without them I was a lost boy (yeah) I was trying to talk to everybody, but they never listen I don't give a f*ck, f*ck you niggas, I'm a keep my distance And nigga f*ck a gang, everybody is the opposition They acting like your homies, whole time they in competition Thinking about what they would do if they was put in my position They asking for your help, and they'll snake you right after you give it You better watch your niggas They'll turn to a rat in a minute (yeah) They'll turn to a rat in a minute Was sick of hurting, it ain't worth it I was trying to be perfect, hoping somebody listen But still nobody had heard me I gotta keep it close, cause I know niggas trying to hurt me I was drinking, trying to numb the pain, but that shit wasn't working I was running like a lost boy I was running like a lost boy I was running like a lost boy I was running like a lost boy (Oooh, yeah) I just wanna be happy (yeah) I just wanted y'all to listen (yeah) I just wanna be happy I wanted y'all to listen Cause I've been down, I've been lost, and been distant Thinking about them times, wish that shit went different Thinking about them times, got a nigga reminiscing Trying to change my life, trying to fucking make a difference But life keep getting harder, like a motherfucking mission You gotta watch your back, better trust your intuition I'm numb to everything, think a nigga lost his feelings (yeah)