Nodody

I'm tired of hurtin' Been feelin', like I'm worthless I been thinkin' bout life And I don't know if I deserve it Got me goin' insane F*ck my life 'cause I'm uncertain I been stuck in my ways And I'm tryin' to find a purpose Feelin' all this pain And nobody ever understand Rope around my neck Real tight, just like a rubber band I'm tryin' to tell my story They don't care, so I don't stand a chance I tell em how I feel They blow me off just like a ceiling fan I said do feel my pain If you don't well then you betta listen And they don't care whats wrong They just tell me that I'm acting different I said I rather be alone Cause people fake and they have you trippin' yeah I just stay at home ,'cause niggas snakes So I just keep my distance Yeah It seem like this shit won't go away I'm stuck up in this hell It's like these demons took my soul away I'm damn there tired of livin' Sick of waiting on them better days It got my mind racin' Feelin' like I'm stuck up in a maze I'm tired of hurtin' Been feelin', like I'm worthless I been thinkin' bout life And I don't know if I deserve it Got me goin' insane F*ck my life 'cause I'm uncertain I been stuck in my ways And I'm tryin' to find a purpose I'm tryin' to live my life And I don't know if I can deal with it I lost a couple brothas Tryin' to figure figure why I'm still livin' And I been broke as f*ck I'm tryin' to find my ass a meal ticket I'm used to feelin' pain But all this hurtin' starting to feel different Claimin' that they love me They ain't actin like it They gone wait until I'm dead To fuckin' ask about me I put this pistol to my head When I start thinkin' 'bout it I'm alone feel like I'm dead 'Cause I ain't got nobody I said f*ck yo opinion When I'm right they say I'm still wrong I used to have they back But now I'm selfish so I'm still gone I start to drink away the pain I'm smokin' weed so I can feel numb I ain't askin for no help 'Cause all you niggas make me feel dumb I'm tired of hurtin' Been feelin', like I'm worthless I been thinkin' bout life And I don't know if I deserve it Got me goin' insane F*ck my life 'cause I'm uncertain I been stuck in my ways And I'm tryin' to find a purpose