Poolside Circus

I can't put other girls in the same cloud And your page is in my veins now I printed out all my vows But you don't make no sound Second button bottom left Search and start with letter s Next thing I know I'm a mess Living days like chess Slobbering all on my bedside Where you used to reside Playing games with my life Where the f*ck is my pride This is poison and I love it No one I know rose above I'd be lying if I said I'm running It's years and years you know In a handstand while riding my bike Don't hurt to try, but it hurts to die Dodgeball juggling on the poolside Loving you, that's what it felt like In a handstand while riding my bike Don't hurt to try, but it hurts to die Dodgeball juggling on the poolside Loving you, that's what it felt like You can't command It works in its own way Wish upon a comet Till it lands on the side of your bed I can't talk to my friends no more I gotta call em up But they're too busy raising kids Minimum wage in my bank Wish you were still in my hands When we were young we was broke Least we got somebody that understands Somebody that understands My eyelashes keep falling Have you been thinking bout me My right hand keeps itching But I ain't in it for the money This is poison and I love it No one I know rose above I'd be lying if I said I'm running It's years and years you know In a handstand while riding my bike Don't hurt to try, but it hurts to die Dodgeball juggling on the poolside Loving you, that's what it felt like In a handstand while riding my bike Don't hurt to try, but it hurts to die Dodgeball juggling on the poolside Loving you, that's what it felt like (That's what it felt like) (That's what it felt like) (Felt like) (Felt like) (Felt like) Does it set me free Does it set me free It's hard enough to have mortality It's hard enough