Sailing Away (Alternative Version)

When I'm falling again Into the ocean heart Looking for the right time To have my last blue day Please don't try to find me I'm okay with my boat While the whales are singing My funeral anthem No one has to be hurt Don't want to decide It's better for me to go It's time to sailing away I'm gonna find the Atlantis when I'm gone A place for my punishment And just let them be happy No one has to be hurt Don't want to decide Being me is not a choice I don't want to pretend Even with my own voice There's nothing can change their mind For years i have tried It's not the right decision I want someone to love No one has to be hurt Don't want to decide It's better for me to go It's time to sailing away I'm gonna find the Atlantis when i'm gone A place for my punishment And just let them be happy Let them be happy Let them be happy Let them be happy Let them be happy