the wind crashing waves ashore, like pennies to a bottomless well

On empty avenue Aw, wait for me Please baby, stay with me No, I can't love no more, I wonder why I'm trying If it ain't you I'm holding, wonder why I'm lying Aw, I listen to my people, tuning in like diamond Still I been in my dirt so deeply, I been mining I done got my whites duttied up And my life bodied up Need my mind suddied up And my light prettied up Fuh haffi fight fi yuh touch If I fight Can't lie, I feel defeated, depleted My heart been mistreated Nothing has a meaning no more I can't see the seasons, no flow Everybody leaving, no hope But if you wait for me, wait for me I'll come back around, just faithfully pray for me I let my Ori run away from me, way from me Is too late for me? Can you wait for me? I'm lost and alone, can't find my way home Tell me baby, can you Tell me baby, can you pray for me, baby, can you pray for me? It ain't safe for me, maybe this is fate for me Too long it's been taking me She said, If you gon' love me, do it gracefully The emptiness complements my smile now Avenue like autobahn, kinda wild now Trees coursing with my thoughts, blood vessels Capillaries in the dark, seeing sounds now The hollowness inside my torso make it sexy to sing I open up and know that if I'm filled, still broken in seams Clay container cracked and jagged, I ain't grabbin' from streams So many fish inside they net, but I ain't hungry to eat It's like Having the world inside my palms, and it feels just like sand The more I grab it, the more it falls, and I can't get mad Spaces between my fingers have a cause, and it's not my hand Ultimately, I'm separate from it all, and still connected But on a larger level, I feel like I'm God In a way that makes me question how I'm even still alive I'm tryna sit and meditate on beaches with the mountainsides If I die before I come back, in the afterlife, I hope that you wait for me Lord Rasquiat Almighty