Nothing Left To Give

I believe that this life has a meaning, I just don't know what it is I give everything I have and i got nothing left to give Oh Lord, can you show me how to be a better man Can you show me how to make it again Ooh, I just keep on praying to you Ooh, all I need is you, all I need is you Ooh, I just keep on praying to you Ooh, all I need is you, all I need is you I been out here doing me but I been in it still Way I'm feeling nigga, I ain't tryna duck no drills Watch my back, I'm paranoid, don't really ever chill Cause when they tell you that they won't just know they probably will Yeah, know they probably will Drowning but surviving at the same time like a Navy SEAL Money on my mind but I ain't tryna cut no fucking deals Scars on me, band-aids falling, I still haven't healed Used to check me when I was wrong Mama wonder why I never call her on the cell phone I don't know, know she worry bout me when I'm far gone Mama don't you worry, I been doing this for so long that I'm used to it Feeling blue, walk alone, staying true On my side, know I try Always good, I'm always good I believe that this life has a meaning, I just don't know what it is I give everything i have and I got nothing left to give Can you show me how to be a better man Can you show me how to make it again Drink it all when I be going through the pain Used to love this, now it doesn't feel the same But through the storm I always managed to stay sane Cause sunny days don't really matter without rain Drink it all when I be going through the pain Used to love this, now it doesn't feel the same But through the storm I always managed to stay sane Cause sunny days don't really matter without rain Sunny days don't really matter without rain Sunny days don't really matter, look Ever since my grandma died, feel like I've been trying to find Words she used to say to me when I go through troubled times That's what give me peace of mind, things she preached and I applied Stick with me forever, life's teaching me some little things Things I gotta realign, things I gotta set straight Back when I was younger and I couldn't go to bed late Used to hug me tight and now I hug my kids the same way Crazy how that works but we ain't come from the same place Haven't moved in months but I still feel like I can settle Nigga, all I see is green so I peddle to the metal I'm not trying to get no medals, Im just trying to do better And to my business I'm a step up, for sure I believe that this life has a meaning, I just don't know what it is I give everything i have and now I got nothing left to give Oh Lord, can you show me how to be a better man