Nightmares

Dreaming in the night while I'm fast asleep All the nightmares tend to creep in my thoughts and They got a hold of me They Got me in their grasp and I can't escape from their horrible wrath Of pain and suffering and I'm just wondering What the hell went wrong I always told myself I had a good life And I must be strong The doubts came over me And I just over see This flickering light That hangs above me It reminds me of Memorable thoughts float in my head Negligible feelings course through my chest Hoping that I don't wake up at dawn And you're just a pawn in someone game Thinking that your lame from what they're saying Feeling you're owned and you have no freedom But You can't be controlled like you're some toy It's lowers your self esteem And you wake up from your dream to feel annoyed Dreaming in the night while I'm fast asleep All the nightmares tend to creep in my thoughts and They got a hold of me They Got me in their grasp and I can't escape from their horrible wrath They tell me to go back Saying you're off track Stay on the path Of being alone and enraged Where most things were easy Where they said I was sleazy And I'm trying to change Turn These thoughts into penny change Just To buy so many games To support someone else's imagination Dreaming in the night while Im fast asleep All the nightmares tend to creep in my thoughts and They got a hold of me They Got me in their grasp and I can't escape from their horrible wrath It makes me nervous Write a song just to bury their Thoughts to comply to someone else's hate Usually one does, believe me Nobody exists on purpose Nobody belongs anywhere Everyone is going to die Come watch tv?