Right Now

I keep my head to da sky middle fingers up ten toes down I don't wanna smile cuz I'm dealing wit da pain right now I kno it ain't da same right now Got dis red plastic cup in my hand right now Ion think u really understand right now I'm sipping on dis remy My mind on plenty I'm coming up wit ways Feel like I'm in a cage I wanna get away but I can't right now I'm waiting for my time but it ain't right now I jus wanna shine Money on my mind Mind on my money It's time dat I'm coming Ain't been grinding for nothing Feeling sick and tired right now Feel like I'm losing my mind right now Yea I got too much pride right now Won't let u see me cry right now No Who da fuk said life was easy Been thru a whole lot believe me I jus wish for one day u could be me Right now don't want nobody to see me I swear I'm down bad right now Shit sad right now Don't wanna laugh right now Tryna get cuz a nigga neva had right now Got 2 kids and I swear dey need dey dad right now I kno I gotta do betta and lord I'm trying If I stay up on my grind it's gon be fine Yea But not right now Need da light bill paid and da rent due Wen u down feel like everybody against u My car might break down any minute I don't fix it datz gon be another issue Damn I jus can't pull money outta thin air U kno jus wat I mean if u been there Gotta put in all deez hours at da job and I still can't catch up Dis shit don't match up Neva seen a month fly by so fast Rent due again nigga got no cash Work home work sleep den repeat Man I swear dis shit creep Is dis how it gotta be Daydreaming bout a Bentley jus to slide in I'm from da gutta so datz wat da fuk my mind in Want a whole lotta money right now and it's everywhere I swear dat all I gotta do is find it Yea I swear I'm down bad right now Shit sad right now Don't wanna laugh right now Tryna get cuz a nigga neva had right now Got 2 kids and I swear dey need dey dad right now I kno I gotta do betta and lord I'm trying If I stay up on my grind it's gon be fine Yea But not right now