Chorus Girl

I've been scared I've lied before She's my best friend, she deserves more Got stuffed on liquids when I Drove to the shore, scratching one surface floor I've been trying it for myself I'm in hell I'm in hell Before I say she's got it made She's gonna cave She's gotta cave Oh my head hurts when she says Your words made me think of it Two halves of a whole still fit inside my heart where they were at the start Intrusive thoughts alone, my brain feels like a clone This choice wasn't mine Am I even alive I don't know My heart and bones Don't grow even though I should say so I should say no I've been trying it for myself I'm in hell I'm in hell Before I say I've got it made I'm gonna cave I'm gonna cave