It's Not A Competition

she's so nice way nicer than you she makes me breakfast and lets me stay in her apartment i know it's not a competition but i can't help but feel that way when you say that you want me but your actions don't speak the same i miss you not gonna lie about it but the distance makes the heart grow wiser with time i'm older than when i left the city if we talk once a month all you do is complain blab about the people you're kissing in my absence it's fine, i'm doing the same thing it's not a competition but i'm sweating like a pretty pig to see who can be less bothered by the other person's sleeping habits don't call me on the phone leave me alone it's not a competition but then again maybe it is i wanna think that i'm winning but i cried when you told me that you really really really like him