WHO ARE YOU?

I don't know who you are How do you know who I am I'm afraid of your love Becoming who I was again His words running through my mind It's a never ending loop I try to be kind But I can't fit in any group As my life fades all away Closer to my death, everyday There's nothing I have to say to you God please hope and I pray Who are you? What do you want? Always your way, whatever you want What did I do? What did I say? Always the problem, it's every fucking day Let me out Don't give me that pout The way I feel, my brain wants to shout Every attempt to escape Feeling a mistake Am I dead or awake? Decaying in the rains Stab wounds, oh f*ck I'm in pain Blood bursting out my veins Can't move my arms, my legs, my brain As my body is in the air Pull me down, and I'm strapped to a chair Hold my hands up, make a prayer Blood is dripping down my hair I look up, and its him His horns, his eyes, his grin Slits and bruises on my skin And there voices, there words, there sins He says I only have one choice "Ratish listen to the voice" He says "It will make you rejoice" F*ck you bitch, I'll make my own choice! Who are you? What do you want? Always your way, whatever you want What did I do? What did I say? Always your problem, it's every fucking day Let me out Don't give me that pout The way I feel, my brain wants to shout Every attempt to escape Feeling a mistake Am I dead or awake? He's pulling me up And he's pulling me down Don't give a f*ck Holding onto my crown In the middle, I'm stuck In my blood soaked gown My life went struck, now my body is up