sick and tired

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired My hearts filled with all these endless desires I'm trying to find out how to have fun alone Zero calls and zero texts on my phone Everytime I wake up I'm so lonely but I need to get the f*ck up Everyone expects so much from me Baby, oh, why can't you see? Stress relief from everything Why can't you just love me What's wrong with me? Why can't you see? I already know that I'm a mistake Everytime you tell me, my heart just aches Nothing that you do will make me change So why do you put this stress on me anyways? And I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired My hearts filled with all these endless desires I'm trying to find out how to have fun alone Zero calls and zero texts on my phone