Suffocating

I was never let in, never told the truth Could not even feel it, I’d become immune Stuck beneath a shelter, left out of the loop Didn’t know what love is, what was I to do? Trying to protect but blindly you just hurt me more How will I be free? You don’t wanna see me break, but you can never restore what you stole from me When is it my turn? Give me a chance to decide my own life, for myself Don’t wanna feel like this anymore Let me go, ‘cause I’m suffocating All on my own, pushed away, tryna find my faith, maybe in you but I don’t know if I want everlasting pain I’m left here jaded ‘cause I’m suffocating Ooo I’m suffocating Ooo I had lost my conscious, it was out of use Damaged, no repairing, let the fire diffuse I don’t need to hide away, don’t conceal reality Let me live my bad day Get back up, reveal my strength, promise that I’ll be okay Follow faith, and I’ll say: When is it my turn? Give me a chance to decide my own life, for myself Don’t wanna feel like this anymore Let me go, ‘cause I’m suffocating All on my own, pushed away, tryna find my faith, maybe in you but I don’t know if I want everlasting pain. I’m left here jaded ‘cause I’m suffocating Ooo, ooo, ooo I’m suffocating Ooo, ooo, ooo Oooooo When is it my turn? Give me a chance to decide my own life, for myself Don’t wanna feel like this anymore Let me go, ‘cause I’m suffocating All on my own, pushed away, tryna find my faith, maybe in you but I don’t know if I want everlasting pain I’m left here jaded ‘cause I’m suffocating Suffocating I’m suffocating Ooo Ooo