BEGIN TO STOP

I pick up somebody like I pick up disaster only Faster and with more abandonment I try to Feel his hand in mine without a Sense of place or time or space or Even a sense of his face as it researches Mine for sin and I don't know Where to begin to stop loving you I pick up somebody like I pick up a napkin I can Feel that I need only figure out just how to Wipe my senses clean of all those Stubborn intervening thoughts of Weakness - it'll be like this until you show me How to win 'cause I don't know Where to begin to stop loving you Again and again to stop needing you...oh Cause even though I am not here alone I am not able to be with the one I'm with And when I try to forget All that you've meant to me I suddenly see all my effort Melting into myth I pick up somebody like I pick up a rumor Wrong enough to turn my adamance to Bitter tears... are falling down into a sea of Good riddance and abstinence from you Presents an obstacle to me and all my Tears rain in 'till I don't know Where to begin to stop loving you Again and again to stop needing you...oh Cause even though I am not here alone I am not able to be with the one I'm with And when I try to forget All that you've meant to me I suddenly see all my effort Melting into myth I can't have that when there are places to be seen And people to be going along with I have got to break out of this web I'm in Where to begin to stop living you.. Again and again to stop needing you... I pick up somebody like I pick up disaster only Faster and with more abandonment I try too Hard to win and I don't know Where to begin to stop loving you