PAPERPLANE

The way you made me feel useless The way you made me feel shame The way you made me feel like I was nothing Even though my spirit was great The way you made me feel stupid Even though I held such power The way you made me feel like it was pointless to try 'Cause I would only fail Don't know why you had to be so cruel Don't know why you had to cause such pain Don't know why you had to burn holes through My paperplane I know the reason I'm like this And it's unfashionable to blame But I will point every finger at you 'til the Day that I die in disdain Don't know why you had to be so cruel Don't know why you acted so insane Don't know why you had to burn holes through My paperplane Paper Who knew I'd be a performer And I would learn to write down All the secrets I'd hidden inside like the Unpainted face of a clown Who knew I'd be someone's lover And I would bathe in new blood And I would learn to swim in the deep end of Affections I'd been ashamed of Don't know why you had to be so cruel Don't know why you had to cause such pain Don't know why you had to burn holes through My paperplane Paper