Not Enough

I will hold my head up high I won't let you see me cry They say broken hearts heal with time But not mine I'm not sure why this is true My heart only beats for you I wish everything that we had done Wasn't so sour on my tongue Was it ever enough Guess my loving, forgiving heart wasn't enough 'Cause I couldn't get I can't forget That September night you stole all of my trust And I tried Yeah, I did fucking try But even after all this time you still fucking lie Right to my face Make me feel ashamed That it's me you don't want 'cause I'm not good enough Now the pain comes in waves The shore eroding away In a minute I'll slip away Like I was never there Just seeing you there with her Makes my whole fold under And I knew it to be, but you still promised me Why was I so quick to believe That it could be enough Guess my loving, forgiving heart wasn't enough 'Cause I couldn't get I can't forget That September night you stole all of my trust And I tried Yeah, I did fucking try But even after all this time you still fucking lie Right to my face Make me feel ashamed That it's me you don't want 'cause I'm not good enough You can say Whatever you want to But don't say it's not true You slept with whoever you wanted to I was ready for you To say you loved me too But it just never You'd rather say her name You never came home And that night alone Was all that I needed to let you go Let you go 'Cause I tried Yeah, I did fucking try But even after all this time you still fucking lie Right to my face, I'm done with these damn charades Why am I begging for your love When I am way more than enough