Even If I Don't

I miss you most in the morningMost every morningI wake up thinkingI could callI could come visitI could come runningWe could relive itBut when I think of all that we've been throughGoing back to youSeems such a foolish thing to doI hope you knowThat even if I don'tI wanted toAll those wordsYou said at the endingWere pretty revealingAnd I can't forget themAll those waysWe missed at connectingDespite all our tryingIt always came back toWhat I couldn't give youSo when I think of starting up againOr trying to be friendsIt seems impossible to doI hope you knowThat even if we can'tI wanted toWho knows whyTwo people perfectly alignedShould ever have to find themselves apartI'll never understand my heartI miss youMost in the morningMost every morningI wake up crying