people pleaser

Growing up It made me happy To make you all happy Nothing else mattered to me And I learned Hard work don't always get rewards And no one is keeping score You can ask for more and more and more And I'll give it to you What more can I do I can make it work Caught in routine To be a machine I would do it all Overthinking What am I doing I'm craving for you to like me It's crazy "No" isn't in my vocabulary Gaining "friends" but losing myself It's draining Don't let them see you're struggling People pleasing doesn't work anymore Time has passed I'm on my own now Alone in a crowd Voices are slowly dimming down I blame myself I don't need help Yes, it's fine Don't worry about me Cause I'm Overthinking What am I doing I'm craving for you to like me It's crazy "No" isn't in my vocabulary Gaining "friends" but losing myself It's draining Don't let them see you're struggling People Pleasing doesn't work Sorry I talk too much I'm sure you're quick to judge Avoid getting hurt Do you like me? Are you sure? Give me a second You took me for granted You took advantage and I took the damage Ohhhhhhhhhhh I want validation Tell me I'm right Not in control of my own mind It's been too long I wasn't living for me all along All along All along I gained "friends" but I lost myself It's draining No matter what I can't win People pleasing doesn't work