texts i would send you if i could

I wish I could've called you When I walked home alone in the dark Cause usually I would have And we'd talk til I made it back And I wouldn't be this scared Walking up my dorm stairs All alone Tell me how's Chicago How soon do you go back to school Feels like I've been here for a year now Call my mom each time I break down Cause I wish that you would call me But I know the probability is none And I know that It's gonna be fine But it's cold here And you're always on my mind How was first semester All your new friends seem really cool I wonder if they've heard about me If it's mostly pretty good things Cause I've told all of my friends I've given up on trying to get Over you And it's almost your birthday Happy 19th to you This is your first one without me Since the both of us were 16 I know that's time just doing it's thing But its been a bitch to you and me Isn't that true Oh and I know that It's gonna be fine But I'm so alone here And you won't get out of my mind And if I could I'd send you Every song I wrote for you Just to make you cry Is that a bad thing to think And if I could I'd call you And tell you how much I need you Every night That I have a little bit to drink Cause I know that It's gonna be fine But I'm so alone here And you won't get out of my mind But I know that It's gonna be fine Cause I still love you And you're always in my mind I wish I could've called you When I walked home alone in the dark Cause usually I would have And we'd talk til I made it back And I wouldn't be this scared Walking up my dorm stairs All alone