Paralyzed

I've been thinking 'bout ways to say this I've been thinking for hours maybe days I've been thinking 'bout all Your patience I've been thinking 'bout how it fills the space Between My past and present What's now and next It seems the current Has me in Your net But I've been paralyzed I've been trying To get out of a pit That isn't really there I've been paralyzed I've been trying To get out of my own way Own way You've been talking 'bout sums and stewards I've been talking 'bout how I don't have time You've been showing me my excuses You've been shining a different kind of light On all My past and present What's now and next It seems the current Has me in Your net But I've been paralyzed I've been trying To get out of a pit That isn't really there I've been paralyzed I've been trying To get out of my own way Own way Have I been treading water In the shallow end? Have I been breathing harder Before I begin? Cause I can see You smiling As You walk through The wall I'm climbing To get to You I've been paralyzed I've been trying To get out of a pit That isn't really there I've been paralyzed I've been trying To get out of my own way Own way