Miss You

I know, it's been a long time But I still miss you every night I don't want you to see me cry But if I said I didn't I'd limn a lie Here I am high and dry Running through when you really said goodbye Sometimes I don't wanna exist no more Sometimes I let it sink in under every pore You can't leave me like that What you can't get back hurts more than what you lack There wasn't a time that I didn't know you You were always there, now, you're nowhere It doesn't feel fair that you can disappear No need to explain Don't need to tell me twice Can't mistake this feeling, can't escape the strife Woah-oh-oh-oh This pain Has metastasized Why does this story end so dark, when this life was so bright Speak to me, irrational mind Don't go without a word, don't go without a goodbye You can't leave, two months isn't enough time To cope and ease your hurt when you were dying inside Right before my eyes You were gone, long before your heart stopped beating And I saw it all, helping you stay alive It's been years but your echo doesn't fade, it's screaming in my mind I am left behind, with this unquenchable feeling of empty, I'm reeling There is no fulfilling this pain Since you left, i've been bleeding and hopelessly heeding Counting days you have been away I know, it's been a long time But I still miss you every night