Griefs Too Heavy

Spend my days out in the water Right where'd you want me to Grieving a man who's not my father But he showed me what a man should do The griefs too heavy Some days it's so heavy I can barely breathe Some days it's so heavy I forget to eat Then it's light as a feather Haunting me But just for the day Won't stay that way The griefs too heavy It'll never be the same I think I'll never be okay If I'm not who I was before Then who am I today? But I keep living my life Sometimes I think I'm just fine Then I'm a shell of a person Only getting by Cause the griefs too heavy The griefs too heavy Some days it's so heavy I can barely breathe Some days it's so heavy I forget to eat Then it's light as a feather Haunting me But just for the day Won't stay that way The griefs too heavy And so it drives me Places I'm not proud of Head above water But would you be proud of, me these days? When I can't hold the weight On my own two feet Crushing me Answers that I'll never get Guilt that fills me with regret Places that you should've been People that you should've met The griefs too heavy The griefs too heavy Some days it's so heavy I can barely breathe Some days it's so heavy I forget to eat Then it's light as a feather Haunting me But just for the day Won't stay that way The griefs too heavy The griefs too heavy Oh God it's so heavy The griefs too heavy