FUTURE ENVY

When is it gonna get good When will life be like i want it to be All the downfalls are understood As critical parts of a bigger scheme And he told me that he used to be scared Of the future and the things to come But he changed his mind and the powerpoint showed All of the things i want Caught up in future envy Amanda told me not to treat myself Like a problem to be solved But it's hard when i see what i wanna be And know that i'm not as young as i was I know that i have my life left Possibilities in front of me But i'm laying in the grass hoping time will pass So i can be somewhere green Caught up in future envy I'm not losing anything Can i believe i have enough And i'm not done with falling There is nothing that i need Can i believe i have enough I have enough Do i have enough I don't have enough I have enough Do i have enough I don't have enough Caught up in future envy